loss.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
♥ 9:29 PM
To you,
It's a tough period, emotionally and mentally. It's nerve wrecking, i know. I've been through this period early this year, i know how you feel. It's just so painful that you dun wanna accept the fact at all. It's just so heart wrenching. I understand.
Hang in there.
guitar amplifier!
♥ 3:32 PM
Lol, i have blisters on my left hand fingertips alr. But i dun feel the pain at all. Instead its this numb feeling. Haha! But yup, practice makes perfect, so jiayou to me la lol. xD
Gosh, i want a proper electric guitar amplifier! The one i have at home is a speaker, not a proper electric guitar amplifier. Dots -.- no distortion, nothing. ZZZ.
Oh oh, i found another place to watch Dgray man. Its not from megavid, since megavid banned me-.-
pics~
Monday, November 24, 2008
♥ 8:37 PM
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY HOBBIT WIFEY~~~!=DSo so, we went to Build-a Bear workshop and made SHAY who is freaking cute =) aww!
Anyway, PICTURES.

Skypark at vivo. Me and wifey went into the water! Ment went in first, and we got this urge to just take off our shoes and go into the water, so we did =D It was refreshing! Lol~
23 nov 2008.
End of TCCL camp explorer 2008! On the bus back to temple.

Jovin and Bernise! Jovin's the one on the left the green tag. My team! =D

Jovin Bernise me.
Aha, ytd was huibing's bday! Happy birthday huibing! =) So after the camp debrief and all the kids went back and stuff, the group of us went to Sakae at bugis for dinner, followed by desert at nydc. & this was the huge menu they had on the wall. Haha! Gosh while mom, sherry and lai wan were settling the sakae bills, the rest of us(me, adam, shin, bq, wenhao, daryl and huibing) sat outside and talked.It was freaking funny LOL.
So then. Blogged for fun. xD
teachings
Saturday, November 22, 2008
♥ 9:20 PM
When the time for us to die comes, we should have no regrets and say, "I have enjoyed my life in every way i could have."
Who the hell, truly, are we? Be true to yourself. Face up to your bad qualities. There is absolutely no use covering it up or putting it aside, it would just be a time bomb ticking. FACE IT! YOU know there's anger and hate towards this particular person, no use saying "oh i dun hate this person." YOU know that you hate him/her. Just face it and think of how you are going to work towards making the relationship better. We have to face it before we can proceed.
How much time do we spend dwelling on negative thoughts? And how much time do we spend one positive ones? So whats the freaking use of dwelling on negative thoughts when it doesnt even do you any good? Think about it people.
Thurs' and today's teachings really thought me a lot.
Yup anyway, I was the group leader for the green team for today's and tmr's children's camp. Omg, being a facilitator for a children's camp is NOT EASY. Kudos to camp director Sherry. LOL. =)
OH yes, meditation really really helps to calm your senses. Im serious. Take of your shoes, sit on the grass, face the sea, listen to soothing music, close your eyes and feel the breeze. LOL it sounds dorky but hey im serious. It realy really works. xD
And and and!Wifey's bday is on MONDAY~~~~~! FAST RIGHT OMG. And then 11 days later its mine. Haha got guitar course somemore. ON MY BDAY LEH SO EH STUDENTS U ALL BETTER BE HONOURED LOL LOL. Oh apparently wifey found my present alr and i think im definitely going "you bloody sucker". HAHAHAH!
meaningful
Friday, November 21, 2008
♥ 2:02 PM
心里脑里所有的负面思想,就因不肯放下。
biao ge back in sg!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
♥ 11:10 PM
HEYYYY! Lol biao ge came back to SG today! =D Apparently he looks nicer than in the photos. Yup yup, haha!
So actually i was supposed to go to IKEA with my mom but cos biao ge came back without telling anyone, we cancelled our IKEA trip and went for steamboat dinner. Wahaha, sugoi!
The weather's freaking cold and the air con was kinda strong. Lol, eating steamboat and feeling cold, how ironic -.-
Well then, HSM3 at vivo tmr. Couzy says its nice haha.
Crap, why doesnt SG import GazettE's albums or any of their stuff? Okay lah maybe its me who cant find their albums or stuff lah, but im more positive about the former. -.- Zzz, got Krock but no jrock? Lol.
OVER!
♥ 10:31 AM
Oh gosh o levels are OVER! Wahahahas coolness =D YET, i didnt use the comp yesterday AT ALL. AMAZING? xD
Lol, cos i was busy meddling with the electric guitar. The changing of strings took me such a long time! So many screws and stuff, zzz. But HEY, the amplifier's working, COOL =D
Wahahahhas gazettE guys are HOT. xD
gazette pic!
Monday, November 10, 2008
♥ 4:02 PM
Im gonna post PICTURES! OF THE GAZETTE!!! Yes yes, im super high xD WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
THERE:




LOL, i have truckloads of pics of them but obviously im not gonna post it up. -.-
HAHAHAHAH i think the gazettE acts like drugs for me. LOL LOL~=D And no uru,contary to your belief, coke has no cocaine. HAHAHA.
YAY GAZETTE ROCKS =D
GAZETTE ! =D
Saturday, November 08, 2008
♥ 3:59 PM
Well, i was surfing on the net for gazettE's stuff and came across this. So i decided to do it for no reason. LOL. I've been told that my reactions to THE GAZETTE is called "serious band obsession". Um, okay then, SO IT IS! =D
IT'S A LONG POST I GUESS NOBODY WOULD READ IT EXCEPT WIFEY MAYBE. HAHAHAHA. I guess it would bore people to death, LOL. Well if u think so then dun read!(I'm not expecting anyone to anyway, except wifey of cos. Hahahahha!)
EDIT 31/1/09Wahahas i decided to edit my answers cos its gonna be different i guess. xD 1)How long have you been a GazettE fan?5 going on 6 months.
2)How did you first come across the GazettE?Jasper intro-ed Cassis and i found it wonderful so i started listening to their other songs.
3)Who is your favorite member?REITA! =D(hobbit toh prefers kai though xD)
4) What do you like about your favorite member?EVERYTHING.
5) What is something you would like to know about your favorite member?Is his real name really Suzuki Akira? LOL.
6)What is something that is changed about you when you became a fan of the GazettE?AHA! That's what me and wifey talked about. It was kinda "in-depth" and difficult to explain so im not going to post it here. xD But well, in a nut shell, we changed emotionally(the better side duh >.<)
7) What is your favorite GazettE's song and why?Ah, tough question. I love all of GazettE's songs but if i really have to choose one... it would be either wakaremichi or cassis.
8)What is the song you’d most like to hear live?Lol, i wanna go to their lives so badly that any song is fine. =x But well, wakaremichi. It's ironic cos they said they would only play wakaremichi only if they decide to disband but i dun want them to ever disband but i wanna hear them play that song live again! Oh gosh what am i talking about -.-
9)What is the song you listen to when you feel down or sad?Any of GazettE's songs.
10)When you are ill, which songs make you feel better?People error, miseinen piano version, cassis & many others.
11)What song do you listen to when you’re happy?Any of gazettE's songs.
12)Which song(s) has influenced you the most?Taion, guren.
13)What is the first GazettE song that you ever heard?Cassis.
14)Is there a song you can sing perfectly without having to look at the lyrics?Umm...im still trying. Jap is difficult to learn u know =x
15)Have you seen the GazettE live?SADLY, NO! =( I would love to!!!
16)Are you planning on attending a live? How?Yes, next time cos its impossible now. =( Lol, if they dun come to singapore me and wifey are planning to go over to Japan when we're older. (HAHAHA dun say this is lame and unrealistic cos we all have to dream big in order to achieve what we want, no? LOL =x)
17)Where would you stand in a live?Somewhere where i can see their faces properly-first row on the arena. LOL.
18)What style do you (or want to) attend GazettE lives in?It doesnt really matter.
19)What are a few necessities for attending a GazettE live?CAMERA, endless energy.
20)Which GazettE costumes do you like the best?Silly god disco, cassis, NLSG, distress and coma, regret, guren. (Well actually i think they look good in almost anything >.<)
21)What is the item(s) you like (or would like to have) in GazettE’s goods range?THE BANDANA REITA WORE DURING THE ENCORE WHICH HE THREW INTO THE CROWD. Or the drumsticks kai kissed. xD
22)What is your cell phone’s ringtone?Cassis.
23)What is your cell phone's message tone?Elf-JJ lin. Not gazette LOL.
24)What’s your cell phone’s wallpaper?The GazettE black wallpaper.
25)What's your cell phone's screen saver?Reita. LOL.
-Well actually i dunno why they start asking for hp stuff -.- But well, mine has relevance to gazettE so by all means xD
26)What is your comp wallpaper?GazettE distress and coma.
27)Does your email address have something to do with the GazettE?No.lol. But my msn nick/pm has though.
28)Recommended CD?All of gazettE's CDs.
29)Who’s another artist besides the GazettE who you think is noteworthy?Jay Chou, Alice Nine, Miyavi.
30)Which artists do you like that are signed to PS Company?The GazettE, Alice Nine, Miyavi.
31)Who is a member whose words you were surprised by (magazine, MC, radio show, etc.)?Reita and kai with their english LOL.
32)If you could become one of the members for a day, who would you chose and why?Reita, cos he rocks the universe in my opinion. xD Wonderful bass skills.
33)If the world ceased to exist tomorrow, which member would you like to spend your last moments with?Reita.
34)Which member(s) would you like to go to karaoke with?Erm... reita and kai and maybe ruki?
35)Which member would you like to cook for?LOL, i dun wanna cook. How about kai cooking instead? HAHAHA.
36)What order do you think each member would change the most when drunk (least to most)?Uruha, aoi, reita, ruki, kai.
37)Who would make the longest telephone calls (shortest to longest)?Reita, aoi, uruha, ruki, kai.
38)If you had to substitute in a GazettE live, which part would you choose to play?LOL, what a weird question =x I think the GazettE's too pro for me to substitute lah.
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~RUKI SERIES~39)What was your first impression of Ruki?Erm, weird guy. =x
40)What name do you call him by?Ruki?
41)Are you good at drawing?HAHAHA. NO DUH. People who know me should know. LOL.
42)If Ruki were really your brother, friend, lover or etc, how would you feel?Brother/friend-HEY COOL! =D Lover-uhhhhh -.-
~URUHA SERIES~43)What was your first impression of Uruha?Purple tights?!
44)What name do you call him by?uruha, uru.
45)Did you know at first that his name was pronounced “Uruha?”LOL UH, YES?
46)If Uruha were really your brother, friend, lover or etc, how would you feel?Brother-I think its cool but mom would faint on the spot. LOL. Friend-COOLNESS =) Lover-dots... -.-
~AOI SERIES~47)What was your first impression of Aoi?Uhh... japanese ah beng. BUT!! That impression is changed now! xD
48)What name do you call him by?Aoi, "whatever"-As quoted by wifey LOL.
49) Do you have a lip/navel piercing?NO. Ouch. I dun have any piercings, not even the normal ear ones. xD
50)Were you born in the city?Yes duh, SG is a city by itself. hahah.
51)If Aoi were really your brother, friend, lover or etc, how would you feel?Brother-Well i dun mind but again, i think mom would faint. LOL. Friend-Hahah why not? Lover-lol... -.-
~REITA SERIES~(YAY =D)53)What was your first impression of Reita?Wow SHUAINESS. And cool noseband. xD
54)What name do you call him by?Reita.
55)What do you call the noseband he wears?Reita's noseband? LOL..
56)If Reita were really your brother, friend, lover or etc, how would you feel?Brother/friend/lover-WOW EXTREME COOLNESS =D YAY! hahahaha!
~KAI SERIES~57)What was your first impression of Kai?Cute! Fantastic drummer, & "OMG HE'S THE LEADER?!"
58)What name do you call him by?Kai.
59) Are you good at cooking?Hmm not really. Oh btw Kai's french toast looks good! LOL.
60)If Kai were really your brother, friend, lover or etc, how would you feel?Brother-haha the house would be filled with laughter. Friend/lover-I'll laugh with him the whole day! LOL HAHAHA.
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61)What one or two kanji (or just words) can you associate each member with?Well.. i dunno kanji. =x But words yeah:
Reita: EXTREME GOSHNESS.
Kai:Happy smiley!
Uruha:Sake.
Aoi:Momiji Manjuu LOL.
Ruki:Emotions.
62)What color do you compare each member to?Reita: black/white
Kai:black/maroon
Uruha: PURPLE. (it's so obvious hahahah)
Aoi:Silver/black
Ruki: Red/gold.
63)Which GazettE song is playing as you type this?Doro Darake no seishun.
64)What is GazettE, according to you?The best band ever, Jrock or not. A wonderful band which promotes in depth thinking/maturity. A band which marks a prominent point in my life. A band which truly touches my heart.
65)What are your expectations for the GazettE from now on?Just do your best! GAZEROCK IS NOT DEAD =D
THERE! ITS DONE. Took me a long time to type it out but WHATEVER! I was in a happy and high mood while typing HAHAHA. Oh gosh, i think its my longest post to date. LOL =D
OH AND YES, this is smth random. You know this thing called nostalgia? Haha, well we cant turn back time. SO... instead of saying "bring me back to those old days", we should say something like "Remember and treasure those memories and move on in life." HMM, do i make sense at all? Maybe, maybe not. HAHAHA. That's what i think though. Memories are important, DUH, but why should we be stuck in those old days, in those memories that will never happen again? I mean like, those days will remain in our memories right? So yeah, get moving in life! 勇敢地前进 ma! xD
Ahah this is really really my longest post, i think im a little cranky. JUST A LITTLE. xD
taion-gazettE
Friday, November 07, 2008
♥ 6:01 PM
The GazettE-Taion. A tribute to Junko Furuta(Concrete-Encased high school girl murder case).
Oh.My.Gosh. It's so fucking sad. Both the case and the song.
Those guys are so freaking sick, its beyond words.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junko_Furuta
wakaremichi
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
♥ 8:14 PM
さよならまたね元気でいてね
Closet mind. Distorted instability.
gazette is love.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
♥ 9:37 PM
Changed blog song to Cassis by the gazettE. =D One of the best songs by them =)
WELL... my blog is such that you cant stop the music when you're on my page so um... if u happen to dislike the song/find it noisy... TOO BAD =x
Actually you could just move ur mouse to the red "x" at the TRHC. xD
GazettE=extreme hotness. Reita is like GOSHNESS xD Kai is super cute!
Sorry fangirled =x
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