July 8th(Shichigatsu youka)-The GazettE

Two years have passed since you and I broke up
but somehow it still seems like it was just yesterday
We've both gone our separate ways, but
occasionally I still [find myself] passing you on the other side of the street

I can't really say
that I'd like to return to that time, because it was very difficult, but
the truth is, even now I can't help but feel sad
because I still love you...I was miserable, sad, and cried every night
You broke my heart, so I tried to forget you,
but [for some reason] I still think about you, don't I?
I'm just so lonely...

Where are you now, and what are you doing?
I wonder if you were ever able to fulfill those dreams that were so important to you...
Maybe I just worry too much about things like that, but
please, don't erase me from your life

Do you still remember? The tears and the smiles
that overflowed in those precious days
Then we wept together,and said we'd meet again, that we'd never forget...
Even though I'm such a weak crybaby,
could we maybe walk together again?
I'll wait as many years [as it takes] for that day to come

Please let me hear your voice I'm still right here
I'm not going anywhere I'll always, always be right here
I want to hear your voice, so I'll try calling you on the phone But as I expected, you won't take my call...
Are you avoiding me? I don't understand it Then one day I ran into you
You looked so happy, smiling, holding hands with the person you're in love with now

You looked so grown-up, so very beautiful
and although it should have made me sad, I was kind of happy for you
Just seeing your face and that you're doing well is enough...so I tried to act cool
I couldn't say anything, though, as I tried to hold back my tears
So I just gave you a little wave
to say "thanks" and "I'm doing fine"

So goodbye to you
Even now, I still wish you nothing but happiness
You, the person who I love so much, who soon I won't get to see anymore
Really, thank you from the bottom of my heart
So goodbye, please be well
Until the day we meet again...

2July 8th (Thursday), a clear day


Credits: http://community.livejournal.com/gazette_lyrics/20478.html#cutid1



Yup yup, translations for my blog song 7月8日, or Shichigatsu Youka in romanji. Omg ruki has such talent for writing lyrics. O.O

Happy birthday to lan lao shi and li an! To miss lam who CLAIMS to be 18, HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY! xD And to li an, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!

Oh my... miss lam got cake-smashed by jm today. Eew gross. LOL.

Phew, im finally fone with the database. Yay for me!

-.- to whoever who spammed by blog.

Changed blog song to 7gatsu 8ka. LOL. I realised Kra's songs are a bit.... too soft. =x & this song is considered one of gazettE's "not-so-noisy" songs alr. It's not that heavy as compared to some others where ruki shout and scream. LOL. Well, i dunno. Some ppl might find it noisy since im already attuned to jrock. xD

Its 3 more days to the end of 2008 and the start of 2009. Frankly speaking, im not exactly looking forward to it.

Wifey's back! Oh gosh i sent quite a few overseas smses cos of her. LOL.

OH EM GEE~! This has got to be the best christmas i ever had. LOL. Okay fine, its past 12 now so it should be yesterday.

Um, i got a black adidas sling bag and a white gola sling bag and some other small metal thingy. Yups, i know its contrasting. LOL! Yay =D

BUT BUT BUT! THE BEST THING IS THAT MY DEAREST WIFEY FOUND A WEBBIE WHICH ALLOWS US TO DL GAZETTE PVS IN MP4 FORMAT. WHICH MEANS, BOTH HER IPOD AND MY PHONE ARE COMPATILBLE TO THOSE MP4 FORMAT VIDS. YAY~~~~! I OFFICIALLY LOVE HOBBIT TOH NOW. LOL LOL!

So then, when we were overjoyed and rejoicing in this festive season, LOL, she found another webbie which could convert youtube vids to mp4, thus making it compatible for both ipod and phones again! WOOOHOOS~!

Yup, so i have to delete lots of music to make space for the pvs and lives. BUT ITS OKAY SINCE SACRIFICES FOR THE GAZETTE ARE WORTHWHILE . =X

Oh my. Im super happy. LOL. & i know this post is super high and maybe it doesnt make sense but ya whatever. & i know its a stark contrast to my previous post which was totally weird. Um, i feel like im losing my sanity. HAHAHA!

YAYYYYYYY HAPPY =D

"You pretend not to notice... are you clowning around?Even though you close your eyes, reality laughs heartlessly."

Now, plunge into the whirlpool of possibilities.

Watched twilight today. ETO.... as compared to the book its definitely not good enough. And Edward Cullen is a bit.... -.- So yeah. BUT THE BOOK IS FREAKING NICE, I ALWAYS HAVE TROUBLE NOT TO CONTINUE FLIPPING THROUGH THE PAGES LOL.

Anyway, gonna rant on Jrock again. Well, i simply love Jrock and i cant get sick of them. I dun like english rock though, and i get sick of english songs very easily. Dont ask me why cos there's no explanation to this. Well yes, i dun understand jap but the songs attract me like Bella attracted Edward. (Okay i sidetracked xD) It's just like my personal brand of drugs u know?(Okay hints of twilight again -.-)

Um yes. So basically im back to my book chionging period. & i like that feeling. LOL! The feeling of having something to pursue. So its basically jrock plus twilight everynight. WOOOOOS euphoric lah the feeling. And because of the book, i've been staying up cos i just cant put the book down!

Twilight is impactful. Go read it.

OH GOSH. I just felt as though im writing a personal review to try persuade people to read twilight and listen to Jrock. Oh whatever -.-

OH YES. Does anybody got the latest Alice Nine single Cross Game? All three songs-cross game, atmosphere and mugen-electric eden-. I cant seem to find those songs! Help? >.<

Cross game PV is cool. Lol, the starting has tapping! Um i dunno if its hiroto or tora though =x & SHOU looks good. Haha!

I need to change strings for the acoustic guitar at home.

More importantly, i need to buy an E.guitar amp.

Most importantly, i need Guitar Pro 5.

Most most importantly, i got to get my butt off the chair and get over to wifey's house, lest i get slaughtered.

LOL!

OH YES I GOT MY FIRST GAZETTE ALBUM. LEECH SINGLE =D

Gosh i just watched "Blood Diamond" at wifey's house. Omg its freaking nice~~~~! Im serious.

Wa seh, uru not bad leh. Well i watched it cos uru said it was nice. LOL. Turned out to be freaking nice! WOOHOOS.

Its NC16 though. Violence mah, ahah!

I wanna watch four christmases! -.-

Im going shopping with my mom and couzy tmr in town. Gosh i hate town, so many freaking people, plus its such a long way there. Lucky got direct bus from here. LOL. Then dinner with jie and kor at night. Woah busy lah -.-

Uh well i shall get home now. MC TONIGHT! =D

Ano......Eto.......

I feel totally weird.



Without feelings, words are nothing more than just words.


傷付いて…泣きたい時は大空に向かって大声で叫んでみて -"You get hurt ... but at the times you want to cry, face the sky and scream in a loud voice."

この光の向こうには　 自由などなかったんだ -"Beyond this light there was nothing like liberty."


Beautiful miseinen lyrics.









Daddy Daddy Daddy.

Word of mouth? Language? Communication? Or... is it called "noise coming from the voice box"?

To you, none of them has any punch to it isnt it? None of them stays. That's cos to you, none of them even exist.

You call that reasoning? Im sorry but i have to say that its TOTAL CRAP. Don't talk like you fucking know everything cos the truth is you dont. Don't think that i must do everything you ask me to, cos i dont belong to you. Neither do i belong to myself.

Don't talk to me like you understand me very well, cos you dun even understand yourself. & i cant say i understand myself well, but it doesnt mean YOU understand yourself too.

You say u didnt promise. Thats right. You didnt. Neither did i. It seems like everything that was said, which i thought meant consent , can be void by just making up some crap stuff. Right. Nice one eh.

Being unreasonable is your trait. I see. Now i can finally SEE. Now i know.







Now i know.
& lets see what more you can fucking say.

Went to Pasir Ris Park with wifey today. LOL! It was cooling and refreshing =D
Below are pics. Or i should say, pics of fangirlism at the beach over the GazettE. HAHAHA! It was fun writing those words~!




Featuring..... KAI X REITA!





Seems like everyone's going to NS. At almost the same time.

Gosh sian. -.-

I feel.....weird.

降りしきる雨の音に　　沈みそうな










Seems like people always like to cause problems and sufferings to themselves. It's just a freaking small issue but people always take so bloody freaking long to settle those stuff.



Don't say i dun understand, cos its not as if YOU understand it either. It's your own problem, but i doubt you understand the root of it at all.

WHY CANT PEOPLE OPEN THEIR BLOODY EYES BIG AND SEE?! THIS IS REALITY, FACE IT! Don't you ever realise that fairytales dont write what happens after "And they lived happily ever after."?!

Ruki's lyrics are the TRUTH. ITS REALITY. It's stuff thats really happening now. And not some lame facade or whatever shit. Why? Cos the reality is cruel. & thats a bloody fact that we all must accept.

So get out of your bloody imageries of "happily ever after" and face the reality now. It's cruel, but so? We all gotta face it dont we? Do you seriously think a TALK will clear things and everything will go smoothly? HAH. Should i say "naive" or "too optimistic"?




Rational minds....? Not.

This year's bday was the simplest one. But i think it was the best bday ever, LOL! Well um, pictures. LOL!

3 dec 08
Went with PXY and family to downtown JustAcia like i said in the previous post.





5 dec 08
Hobbit ment and fab came over with cake and pizza. LOL! We were complaining about having too little pizza to eat. HAHAHA!



Hey~

Hah, im going to talk about Jrock and Visual Kei.

Yup yups, i like Jrock and Visual Kei. BUT NOT ALL. Uh, specifically, i like Visual Kei but i dun really like Oshare Kei. AND there's a difference between Jrock and Visual Kei. It's like, UVERworld is Jrock but not VK. GazettE is BOTH Jrock AND VK. LOL.

Erm, i dun think the above paragraph makes any sense. But whatever xD

Apparently my mom thinks Jrock is "noisy music". BUT! She doesnt stop me from listening to it. Whenever i try to talk about gazettE to her, she will either totally forget about it--"Huh?GazettE?Who?" or shows no particular interest.

"EH MUMMY gazettE 超 cool de! YAY!"
"GazettE?谁？"
“我跟你说过的那个日本的Jrock band lah. Reita chao shuai de lor."
"Oh. Chey."

LOL, i get these type of responses everytime i talk about gazettE to her. Note that its TO her, not WITH her. HAHAHA!

There was this time when she saw my phone screen saver(which was a pic of reita).

“Eh 你放谁的脸 ah?"
"REITA LAH. GazettE bassist. 超帅. "
"会meh."
"DUH?!"
"还好啦"
"EH 帅 lor.你不会欣赏啦."
Mom: *turns away and makes "i-dont-care" noises. LOL!

And there were many times when i brought up the topic of going to Japan.
"Eh mummy my friends going Japan leh. COOL HOR?"
"很羡慕huh?"
*Me falls silent*
"Next time when u work u go yourself lah."
"I WANNA GO SEE GAZETTE LIVE~~~!"
Mom: -.-
Ano...I dunno why im posting this useless rant but yeah. =x Im gettin crankier and crankier as time goes by. AHAHAH!

But you know what? Regardless of all these Jrock stuff i've been trying to tell her, i doubt she even remembers who the GazettE really are. LOL, she only remembers my other idol, Jay Chou mostly cos he's more well known in SG. Whereas GazettE isnt. T.T &&, i got 2 of Jay's posters in my room. BUT I HAVE NONE OF GAZETTE'S~!!! T.T

Ah blah blah. Better end this post before i get any crankier. xD

OH YES YES. For those we are wondering who's saying what in my blog song, it's actually RUKI saying "No matter how much we say thank you, its never enough. Aishiteru."
And the reason it sounds like that is cos it's the ending of NLSG tour finale. Yup yup.It was freaking touching! Every single member cried, even reita! AWWW~
But seriously its emotional. Yeah.

Byebye!

Lunch at downtown JustAcia today. It was nice! Hahah free flow of coffee+soft drinks+ice cream. LOL! Their mocha's good xD

Gosh, the only things i do on the comp nowadays is: GAZETTE stuff, watch D gray man, audi but seldom, erm, facebook, blogging, OH AND GETTING HIGH WITH WIFEY OVER MSN =D HAHAHAHAH! But yeah, gazettE's stuff and D gray man + msn takes up 90% of what i do ont the comp.

Oh right, that was random shit. -.-


時が忘却に飢えても 忘れる事はしない

NICE LINE! =D It means, "Even if time is longing for oblivion, I wont forget." Leech lyrics! xD

Went to kbox today. FUN =D

Seriously i got shocked when i returned from the toilet. The happy birthday song started once i stepped into the room and kwek and jm brought the um, SHORTCAKE out. With the candle. The room was completely dark by then. YAY NICE! THANK YOU GUYS ~~~! =D =D =D =D =D

HAHAH i kinda got "coke phobia" now. We ordered like so many freaking jugs of coke. LOL!

WOOHOOS!! Im damn high now. HAPPY! =D I wanted to post about GazettE. So here comes lots of PICTURES! Ahahah REITA <3



Kai x Reita! I think its the best combination xD

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