Rock Climbing
Sunday, July 12, 2009
♥ 7:00 PM
Went rock climbing today. AHHHHH, mixed emotions.
First try wasnt successful, the rocks were too far apart, my legs couldnt reach, i was damn scared. Its not the fear of heights cos i dont have it, its the fear of not having stable footing. Legs started to shake uncontrollably, so much that i couldnt even support myself. Tears started to flow for i dunno what reason! Anyway came down after climbing half way. Wasnt satisfied so i told Lai Wan i wanted another try.
Was less scared during the second try and with the help of the instructor i managed to reach my goal. Not a very great accomplishment, but hey its still something. By the time i came down i was strengthless.
Third try was the group climb. It was a "flavourful experience". Kept trying but to no avail, my hands kept slipping down due to the lack of strength. So after i dunno how many tries, i was just hanging there like a dead body. When i was released down i had totally no strength to even stand up so i just collapsed on the floor and cried! (yes, again, wtf!) I have no idea why i cried okay! LOL. It was tears of..... mixed emotions i guess. Eunice tried to pull me to my feet but i couldnt stand. Khai Mun kor came over and hugged me close to him, shuang pa came over and "massaged" my back, lots of ppl came over and comforted me.. THANKS A LOT PEEPS =) Really thankful for that!
Really can feel the closeness in TCCL. Yay =)
YOSH. Dinner~
