Wednesday, October 21, 2009
♥ 8:33 PM
I don't know why
im so bothered by you and what you do physically when i told myself that i
shouldnt care much.
It's really sad to be in your shoes, if i really think about it. I would like to keep the jokes aside, but that would be the main factor contributing to (whatever).
Words. Expressions. Used to express emotions and to get ideas across, but sometimes it can be a knife when used wrongly. & if you continue, its salt. Salt on already not-so-perfect skin.
It's not that
im pissed or hurt or anything cos i know you don't mean it. But by me saying that i
dont mind, it
doesnt mean that others wont mind as well.
Sensitive to yourself but insensitive to others. Why so?
Trying to make you optimistic and change for the better sucks cos
im no
counsellor and i always feel like not bothering anymore but i realise that i cant do it. All in all, in the long run, i cant just not be bothered, i cant just ignore and leave you in the lurch cos we all know that life from now on
isnt gonna be easy as before. Cos you, have
inevitably become a small part of a part of my life.
Scars heal and disappear over time but once the cut is there, its there. Yeah, red and white blood cells do their work, but the skin isnt gonna be as perfect as before.
Though the skin cant be as perfect as before, it can still be beautiful. Let's work towards that together cos that what friends are for.
Ps: I feel like a hypocrite.
